Medias more theory based. Maybe not the course if you want to do practical! Ive never seen favourtism in Yale, so maybe its just your teacher. I mean some teachers you just dont get on with. And some of them is just their teaching style. I cant really remember much about Yale, just know the art department is verry lazy. So its not all the other departments in Yale, but coming from media and photography, I know what your on about.
Hmm thing is, its pretty hard to get a job atm. So even if you left, chances are you wouldnt be working for a while. So i guess its good your there, because atleast its giving you something to do. And you're still learning something out of it. Even if it isnt what you wanted.
What sort of things happened?
As obvious as it sounds, if you're not happy with the way things are. Then change them. Thats whay Im doing. The longer you go along with these things, the more used to them you'll become and the worse you'll feel. Ok, so Yale sucks. But its extremly unlikely that in the industry you want to work in, you'll need something higher than GCSE's. Because as times going by, the higher the qualifications people are looking for. However, saying that. If Yale sucks so much, why dont you apply and look for apprenticeships. Then if one comes along, you can drop out of Yale. But if you drop out of Yale, with nowhere to go. I can guarantee you'll hate yourself, because you'll be sat at home doing nothing. Do whatever feels right for you!!

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yerrr i know lol dont wanna do it lol.
urm i dno i mightv but i heard in media its only studdying films u dont get to actualy make em.
and i dont care what courses they invent nothings making me stay longer lol.
woow thats wel bad and i hava feeling im gonna complain when i leave about how corrupt the teaching is and how they favouritise whoever is the best at something.
i hope that college goes bankrupt those teachers dont deserve to be squeezing any more money out of peoples taxs.
haha wel i dont drink now but i can see myself going pub when i finish lol. and tbvh i dont know if i can make it another year i might have left yaknow. its just so shit its like ur sat there doing crap or research all the time knowing you could be working making a living from something.
aww wel hope u recover quicker.
and aww d/w aslong as u get to see him atleast now and again its all good :]
urmm ye not bad just sorta stuck in the motion rly if u get me lol, kinda feel im not getting anywere atm espesh with college, i have no money to learn to drive or save up for a place in the future. and i never go out anymore. and college feels like its holding me back from doing something.
its all just sorta confusing. and several things happend last week that made me feel like if theres a god he really likes to rub things in my face lol.
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Third year? Gutted. How long you got left??
Oh right. Thats pretty shit tbh. Have you ever thought of just doing straight A Levels? Cause if you want work and to be taught proper, then they're probably the thing to do tbh. BTEC/ NVQ's havent got an amazing reputation for being taught well. I know where you're coming from. Photography was just the same. I dont think Vic and Lesley were capable of teaching, because it was just a case of "Give us £15 and go take some photos, but as we're marking them, its going to go on whether we like them or not" I made a formal complaint on Vic in the end, because she made quite a few remarks about me personally. Which sucked lol. I think that whole department is shit tbh.
Im just soooo glad to be out of there. You're having as shit a time as I did. Trust me, that feeling when you know you dont have to go back is amaaaaaazing. On my last day, my final lesson finished at 3, so a few of us went to Fatcat and got drunk. Its a great feeling to be out of there
Meeeh my voice is coming back. I sound a bit like a husky drag queen atm. Not a lot really, im still all full of germs. So just relaxing. Today i was in a sulk cause my mate left for Uni,but I'll see him soon. So Im fiiine now
How about yooou?

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aww haha wel its my 3rd year and honestly now every day i come home with something to complain about.
just the other day this girl asked for help from steve to upload some photos using bluetooth and me and dan had just done it so she said oh theyl show me and the teacher steve said ohhh urmm no ask emily (the girl that the teachers kiss ass with). he said it asif we werent capeable.
and yday was bloody bad too lol the teachers have not tought us a thing all week theyv litraly got us to go out and do nothing cus they cant be arsed taching us. tony even made us go to the LRC yday cus he felt like crap and was miserable and we ended up doing this stupid game were u sort out these cards with book numbers in order of smallest number first i felt like a fucking kid when the woman came over she said so which ones bigger 0 or 1? so i got pissed off and said ina kidy voice if billy had 3 apples and took away 2 how many apples would little billy have? and i got the group laghing but we all knew how pathetic it was, were meant to be learning how to operate cameras and learn how to make films and learn about coppyright but nooo we do stupid irelivant games in the LRC.
id quit if it werent for making this movie with dan.
ahhh ty :] lol
wel iv written a tv show script b4 for college last year and i quite enjoyed it plus im one of them if i have an idea i have to do it myself cus i have the emotion of it and everythin in my head.
but ye college has just driven me to the point were im not really going for the course anymore im going to have easy acces to facilities and softwere to do my own thing.
oh and tony pugh said i had no bain cells yday cus i struggled to explain something, if hed said that 2 years ago my confidence would be totaly knocked but luckily iv just become such an angry person instead of getting upset that i take it with a pinch of salt and throw it in his eyes lol.
well what u up ti this weekend anyway? feeling any better now?
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Its a nice change to Yale. By the end of the 2nd year I was pulling my hair out with madness. I hated it. So its just good to be somewhere, where I dont know anyone, have no history with anyone there and dont have to worry about running into people. Total fresh start
Coool. Any idea for a name for the film then?
The fact you have an idea for characters is good. In English we're kinda taught about whether a plot makes the characters. Or whether the characters make the plot. I think once you have the characters personalitys and backgrounds decided, the plot pretty much writes itself.
You're brave to give all this a go aswell. That sort of creative writing isnt my kinda thing, im more into the newspaper, articles, journals kinda thing. So i think anyone who gives a script a go is very brave.

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aww gdgd glad ur enjoying it :]
nnd aww *hug* hope u get better qick.
haha kls :]
urmm wel i funny enough was talking to dan and we were origianly gonna ask people we knew but i decided to stop worring about if someones gonna be reliable cus il have this trouble in the future if i go on to direct bigger stuff. so after i write the script were gonna open auditions for drama students for the film.
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Aha. I never saw Trinity, so I dont know what its like. Unis fun though. You just seem to drink, dance. And study what you acutally want to study. I love it! Im going to see the cheeky girls on wednesday. Should be hilarious! Lol.
Ive been ill since tuesday though, so havent been able to do most of the uni stuff. Been sitting at home with a sore throat and a chest infection. Bad times.
Ohh sounds good. Got any people to star in it yet then?

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ahh klkl
i watched trinity last night i pray ur uni is nothing like it lol.
its put me off em even more haha.
cant stand rich snobs like the guys on trinity.
ye sadly there is haha i hate rules in video its just ahh lol. its ok to know about em im like ahh right i understand then when you film youve gotta be extremely careful with shots even if youve got a shot plan.
awww haha i dont get scared easily so luckily i can watch any horrors and not get scared, il get abit freaked out or jumpy but i havnt been scared since the grudge that was only cus i have a fear of demoinic kids lol.
i think its cus i watched the exorcist when i was 10 lol my parents were like noooo ur not watching it its too scary for u but i begged and begged and they thought id get too scared after 10 mins and leave but i didnt haha i was scared but now that films just rly funny to me haha it should be a comedy now its just lost its scare.
urmmm dno tbh cus wed only just come up with a comfortable idea were probs sticking with yday, its gonna be a slasher film but make sure its atleast jumpy and i love film that give you a frighful adrenalin so i want to give that mood to it aswel, basicly cus we are rly limited on actors were using teens, probs ourselves aswel lol, and basicly these teens bully this one teen whos like the reject and isnt all there n stuff and abit bothic/emo, and they chase him through woods throwing shit and all sorts rly give him a hard time and home life isnt much better for him so one day he hangs himself and he somehow comes back to life and starts to kill off all the teens that bullied him one by one. we dont know all the details yet but were gonna call it hangman cus we thought it was clever lol cus he also hangs his victims after killing them cus he hung himself.
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Ahh I see. I seem to have settled in rather well. Im ill now, so cant do much more freshers until Friday. But I used to hate being with people I dont know, but its gone rather well. I havent started my classes yet. Cant wait though.
Yeah I know the 180 rule, theres looadds of camera rules. I cant film, I hated doing filming. I prefer theory and analysing peoples work. Thankfully thats when my screen studies course is in Uni.
Meeeh horror isnt for me. I dont like being scared. And if i do watch horror, it has to be slasher. They arent scary, just twisted lol. The last none slasher film I saw was Ju-on. And well, I didnt sleep that night, so i really hate hate haaate horror lol.
When do you think you'll start filming?

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aww shit lol id be well uncomfortable ina class when i dont know which one is pranking me lol.
mind u im abit uncomfortable now cus it could be anyone pranking me and i could be passing them everyday it annoys me.
i remember i used to get em alot over xmas in 2008 i think it was, telling me to kill myself and all this shit and bein dead threataning. turned out to be a group of scenes from denbigh cus one was my ex that cheated on me on prom night i told u a while ago i think.
i just put the phone down now its just stupid to argue with em they think their hard on the other end of a phone.
i dno tony pugh just has a boring taste in media lol.
ye its difficult to come up with an idea but easyer to make than action, iv done action routines b4 and bloody hell lol even without special effects its bloody hard to get each shot right and theres a 180 degreese rule were if someones running you cant film from the left and then film from the right cus the audience get confused to the direction the people are running.
but ye should be cool hopefully dans come up with some ideas tday cus i havnt lol iv been wel bussy and still havnt gotten any work done for tmoro :/ my printers out of black ink so iv not been able to do it yet. was gonna do it tday but i got my times mixed up i thought i had time off in the morning.
ye thats the main reason it was famous tbh it was an ok film i watched it when i knew it was fake and i loved it first 2 times. but you cant watch it more than 3 times or youl get bored of it and get disapointed in the ending. another reason it got well known is cus they i think were the frst to use first person hand held cameras ina horror film. which i love. one of the beeeest horrors in my opinion is quarentine its bloody awsome, its about infected people like zombies i gues but its not cle che at all its completely unique the way they do it its amazing and its all hand held.
the acting helped alot though they look genuinly scared.
aww ye kool :]
i like winter not so much for the weather i prefere warm but not hot weather, but i love xmas and im like a kid lol but i love xmas time when its snowing its just amazin lol and makes good photography :]
anyway glad ur having a good time in uni and glad ur still writing lol and hope u hava good day n stuff talk soons.
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Thats why I changed my number. I gave it out loads in AS, and ended up never speaking to most of the people again. And I kept getting phone calls off people I dont know. So now I hardly ever give it out. And Ive had no phone calls or silly texts. So changing your number is probably the best Plus I love my new phone
Oh right.. Why are you just doing interviews all the time??
Cool cool. Horrors a pretty difficult genre tbh. We studied it as part of A2 Media. I prefer slasher. But Im not a horror fan anyway. Plus if you're on a budget, slasher wouldnt be the ideal.
Blair Witch had the success because when it was released no1 knew if it was a true story, or fake. So the mystery drew people to it. Ive never seen it, but yeah, Ive heard the ending is shit.
Its good you've found something though
Im gonna try get back photographing once Ive settled into Uni. Winters coming, and is my fave time of year. So look forward to photographing in it xx

aww kls wel im glad ur havnt a good time n stuff :]
iv started gettin bloody prank calls again :/
so iv kept my phone off.
gotta get a new one anyway and wen i do il only give my numba to people i trust.
pretty bored lately, college is boring again this year rly, its all interviews n crap like that, and its not even interesting interviews its all about batry farming n stuff.
n me and my mate have been discussing it for ages that were gonna make a horror movie, were gonna do it handheld cus personaly i think some horrors hand held are not only easyer to do cheap budget wise but they can be more effective depending on what story you use.
were stuck between ideas though, dans rly into slasher films and i love ghost films, but weve agreed if we do a horror its gotta be original nothing like scream or amityville cus its all been done b4. and deffo no zonbie films, i like em but theres way too many.
were working on a rllly tight plan no money tbh and only a few possible actors but we know itl work. wel do a storyline that only consists of a few charicters.
its gonna be sereous aswel not all this typical college shit. we wanna make a decent low budget film.
they did it with blar wich and look how succesful that turned out. only wed probs actually make a better script cus blair whichs ending was sht lol.
sooo we cant wait to get started. but were still researching, iv been watching behind the scenes and stuff on my horror dvds.
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Ive been good thanks The weekend was a mixture. Saturday I spent all day and most of the night with Al. Last time I see him before xmas ya see. He's off to a different Uni :/ Ah well. Its pretty obvious how close he and I are. So I know we'll be fine
And Ive started Uni, and I lovveeeeee it sooooosooooosoooo much Its a fresh start I reaaaally needed.
Im kinda glad Im working tonight, I dont think I could manage another night of drink and dance. Works giving me a break :L
It really is soooo much better than Yale. I was in Yale this morning, and its still pretty damn shit. Even the new paint in the reception hasnt had much impact lol!
And the people are much better! Like they've grown up. Theres still the odd idiot, but some people just are lol! But Ive got quite a good group. Both male and female.
Hows things for you?

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thats ok then lol
damm i have sucha headache yakno :/
never had one this bad, i think iv had too much on my mind ontop of colleges new work n stuff and on the bus home it was rly sunny in my eyes so that didnt help.
i came home a right grumpy arse lol. i think i came to realise how people can be today. my mates from last years course apart from dan have ditched me for the new populer kids and their stuck up with me the new ppl.
and already my tutors anoying me again this year.
something funny happened yday but it turned unfunny tday cus i was already ina mood lol, theres a new girl in my class shes really nice fair play and i didnt think much of her for the first few days cus i couldnt tel what kinda person she was.then we got talking in the LRC when we were working together on something with this other girl my friend ceirwen and i thought she was bein deaad nice to me which she was and we had alot in common and then she shows a pic of her and her bf to the other girl lol i laughed about it after cus i thought omg its just my luck that haha its funny again now but christ when i was in class tday i was like ahhh bloody girls why do i like em so much lol not saying there bad i mean i always get myself into a situation with em lol.
and i dont think the girl on the bus that time was interested cus i moved near her actually it was by accident and she moved to the seat behind her lol.
abit aragent but hey.
ah wel, im nt exactly upset just had alot of let downs this week just when i thought i was ok.
but i stil am rly.
it helps talking to you cus wel ura friend and your clever and listn to me so its alot of weight of my shoulders.
anyway enough about me i always talk about me lol howv you been? still looking forward to uni?
dont loose contact with me when u go :]
i dont expect to see u or anythin but the odd message helps :]
ul have to give me ur new number when you can, wel if u want u dont have to obv lol.
wb soon
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Aha, you're not a pain the arse lol. Everyone looks into things. I do it aswell. Just somethings can be totally harmless and meaningless

Haha, i would never do drugs anyway. Im proud to say Im one of the few to have never tried weed or a cigarette So you dont have to worry about me doing drugs lol..

Whats an interview unit for then?
Ahh pinhole photography. Luckily I managed to get out of doing that. I always worked with SLR's. I think Im going to join a photography group in Uni, just because its quite fun. And I want to meet as wide a range of people as possible

Prefer this course to your last one then?

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ahhh i see lol i know im a pain in the arse lol.
i always look deep into something straight away its annoying.
ty anyway i will take that advice into hand this time lol.
i wouldv smiled but she looked shy cus she was smiling to herself now n again if i looked over and when she sat down she was sorta like covering her face with her hair abit like she was shy.
i dno she might be a drug using whore for all i know but she looked like a nice shy girl tbh but hey they can seem like that then all of a suddern im wishing they were whores cus they turn evil on me lol.

ye wel aslong as ur doing what your happt with its kl :]
i would dispise the fact if u did drugs to be happy or something but u dont so were kl were kl ;] lol
ahh im bored i got college tday which i dont mind atm but the units seem wellll boring :/ we have all research and interview units again :/
but some interviews might be fun, last year it was always old people but this year tony was ona bout bands n stuff which would be awsome and hopefully zebrahead happens to be in wrexham central at the time lol.
but we only have one video unit and one experimental photo unit and experimental photo is always bloody pinhole photo.
why we dont go out with an slr and take pics of what we want i dont know.
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I think perhaps you're reading a bit too much into the situation. And by reading too much into anything small, its no wonder that you get so confused. You know, maybe she just wanted to sit down, recognised you and sat there. It doesnt necassarilly have to mean anything. Like if a girl smiles at you, it could just be a friendly gesture. People can be nice to you, without having to want to have a relationship or hurt you. I think when you stop reading too much into things, you'll become a lot more relaxed. But you know, no1;s confident around the opposite sex.

Honestly. Girls have noooooo idea what we want lol. We all have these ideal men in our heads, and we want a man to be everything. We want them to be shy, but also outgoing, to be romantic but not clingy, chatty but not arrogant. Seriously no man can possibly try to be what a girl wants lol. Same with being approached. Each girl wants something different. Just because how you approach one girl doesnt work, doesnt mean the same method wont work with another girl. Seriously, just be yourself. Totally depends on the girl herself. If I were you tbh, I would have just smiled at the girl when she sat by you. Thats all the situation would have needed tbh.

Yeah I know how guys can be after one thing. But girls can also just be after one thing. I know what Im doing and letting myself in for. So I'll be fine. I just want a bit of fun

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ye i dont know exactly i have to say i can wake up the next day confused about everything again.
it didnt help yday lol cus i was on the bus goin home from college and my friend got off and then this new girl came to sit were my friend sat on the other side to my seat when she couldv stayed were she was or sat anywere else and i was imediatly confused cus i dont read signs very wel, i dno if i was meant to talk to her or what cus im reaaaaly shy especially when theres other people around. and i was listnin to music and she was and i could just be getting the wrong impression u know, maybe she just fancied sitting at the front lol but she seamed nice and was cute lol but im really not good at saying hi n stuff. its been bugging me cus i can never break the ice and i cant keep finding them after online to talk.
i just felt guilty after cus i thought shit what if she expected me to talk lol. or sat by me for a reason.

and ye its a new rule which sucks lol.
yerr tel me about it lol actually scrap that frase haha.
ive gotta say i couldv been more carefull ok so i didnt know how they were gonna end up with me but i couldv stoped my feelings for abit just to take time to see them inside who they really are.
but when i like someone i become too trusting.
im not trusting at all when i dont like em lol.
it just annoys me cus what i wanna know is how do girls like being approached? lol its so complicated im scared if i go up to someone and say hi and start asking questions theyl get freaked out. like the girl on the bus if id sat by her and tapped her and say hi would she think im a freak or something? lol i dno how girls work haha. i know if a girl did that to me id be freaked out but ina good way as in omg a girls talking to me this never happens haha.

wel im glad ur happy and stuff just be carefull when dating n stuff ur still my friend so id hate for anything to happen to ya.
i know how guys who date can be and their after one thing.

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Well thats good Atleast you know exactly what you want, and what you need to do to get it!!
You're less likely to crash aswell if you do it when you're 21. You'll be a lot more responsible, and most accidents happen to people who have just passed their test and are 17.

So is this paying £20 a new rule then? Its a bit of a stupid rule. Then again, thats cheap compared to the amount of money I've had to fork out for Uni. And its nice that your friend told you. Shows he trusts you enough

Yeaah, you have had a pretty hard time with relationships. When the right girl comes along you'll know it. Theres no point looking for them, because they always find you. Im quite happy to just date and have a laugh now. Thats what Im after in Uni. If I meet someone I really like, perhaps a relationship could start. But whatever, Im happy to wait

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ahhh yeah wel luckily iv been thinking about that lol ive made sure my plans right.
iv decided im staying to do A level and finish hopefully have a part time job too so i can save up for driving lessons and save allll my money for it. or atleast 80% of it. cus i dont plan on driving til im 21 anyway and thats how old il be nearly when i leave yale. cus insurence is cheaper when your 21 and cus il still have the same car n stuff itl be quicker for me in the future to have my no claims bonus. unless i damage my car ina accident which i prayer dont happen lol.

yee haha wel im not paying til they ask either lol.
i payed the £20 otherwise i wouldnt be going back tday its conpulsery on the first day.

and ye it shocked me. i think he was scared of his mates judging him hes only told me though and possibly his other mate steve. but i dno. he did say he was glad i found out though cus its probs got it off his shoulders abit telling a friend.

and yeeerrr im weird cus as u know i used to be clingy but since my last gf which was ages ago now ive just not been bothered about getting a gf, i wouldnt turn one down if i knew someone liked me enough but im not like doing what i used to. and tbh i think one reason im not bothered was cus i was actually scared all summer of liking someone when i knew they liked me cus i was so sick of having the same excuses and breakups i didnt wanna go through it again.
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The other reason why I dont want to drive, is because it is sooo expensive!! And then even after the lessons you have to pay for the theory and the test. Its not for me at the moment, I've become too used to spending my wages everyweek on clothes and dvds
Alot of places are after xmas staff now, so you're much more likely to get a job! Depends what sort of thing you want to do?

I start on the 21st, which is a week on Monday. And Im soooo excited Even though Im still in Wrexham, Im no where near Yale which is fine by me Im ready to move on and meet new people. And the people Ive met who are going there I get on really well with, so I wont be as nervous on the monday. All you do the first week is get drunk and . . . get drunk some more anyway, the uni's organise all these events. And I havent been drunk in ages because Ive been on medication, so its all guuurd

Ahhh the paying up front. I know that well from photography. It sucks. Especially paying for the trips, because you dont even know if you're even going to go on a trip. I didnt pay my trip money for photography, they didnt notice. And even if they had I had been on the trip with them, and wouldnt have paid if they asked. So tough on them Im soooo glad to be out of Yale. How come you have to pay to be registered?? Thats a new rule

Oh god. Did he not mention it at all the past 9 months? It is kinda something you think someone would mention atleast once lol.
Its good thats he's standing by her though, I mean relationships at this age have enough stress on them as it is. But good for him for standing by her!
Yeaaah she does sound pretty clingy tbh :S Very clingy actually. It all depends on the person I guess. Because Im not a clingy person, someone being clingy to me is an instant turn off. But then again some people like the attention. Totally depends on the individual. One persons heaven is another persons hell and all that xx

lol and nah not yet cant afford it just yet :/
mum said shed help pay for one a week if she gets this disability money back but they havnt even decided weather to let her appeal yet.
so might not ever get that.
so im looking for a part time job cus i have tuesdays off college. and il have weekends although i could do with some of them. espesh now iv been asked into a band with my mate from college and a bunch of guys that were in difrent wrexham bands last year.
when are you in uni? is it september you go? wel late september?
college is worse this year for its organisation n stuff, we now have to pay £20 just to be registered as a student then on top of that the £75 trips and workshop fees.
but my course fair play seems alot better this year but only cus tony, paddy, karen and steve have like their own team thing goin on and they dont want much to do with the rest of college theyv goten just as fed up as us.

i had a shock yday aswel lol my best mate wel apart from andy but my best mate whose alive if u get me is dan from college hes alot like me humour wise so we get on awsome and yday i found out hes a dad of a 1 week old baby with his gf i was like waaaaa lol i couldnt beleive it. hes happy about it now though cus hes over the whole shock and parents finding out and fair play hes stil in love with his gf and wont leave her. but ina way although he was also irrisponsible i cant help but wonder if she trapped him :/ cus shes only 16 and shes extremely obsessed with dan, i can be clingy n stuff but christ she has to txt call or be with him like litraly every minuite. i can be bad, i like to text once a day or something to say hi and stuff but i couldnt do that itd do my head in lol.
but their happy tgeva luckily, it was just such a shock i didnt think he would end up in that situation, but it could happen to anyone.
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Ohh sounds nice Have you had a driving lesson before? Or havent you started at all?
I havent even sat behind the wheel of a car, so the fact you have a car and are planning on getting lessons shows your miiiiles ahead of me lol. I have no interest in driving, I'll just wait for someone to pass and they can drive me around

Started back at Yale yet? xx

lol pregnant? haha i think ur a little more sensible than that haha.
couldnt see u getting knocked up.
not that ur not good lookin i mean ur sensible enough.

annnd i have a car now :] my dads mate gave it me it needs some small mechanical jobs that me n me dad are gonna do soon and ive got to paint some bits but nothing huge thankfully, then my mum said if she gets this disability money back shes gonna pay for a lesson a week for me if i give a fiva twards it aswell cus i think shes notivced im being rly patient and stuff but i have a passion for wanting to be able to drive espesh now i have a car. its hard sometimes cus all my mates are driving but im used to waiting lol.

its nice though its a white vauxhall cavalire SRI (cant spell it) and its 2 ltr and its the sports version cus its SRI its the same age as me but the fact its sports with 2 ltr engine is god and bad, its good cus its better looking and has a rly good powerfull engine so its reliable but the insurence will be higher.
but i wont be driving proply till im bout 19-21 probs.
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Oh cool. I love it down there. We went for a drive, and theres little village that looks like its come straight out of a photograph. I didnt know places like that actually existed these days lol. Cool Ive never been to Yorkshire. I know how you feel, I was sick of people in Yale. But now Im not there, and have met a couple of nice people who are going to my Uni, so Im happy

Ahh I see, you can still get EMA aswell in Uni. They have to have the loans and EMA available, because theres people coming from allsorts of backgrounds. I get what you mean though..

Aha, ive always prefered darker haired lads. But personality does play a large part. I think to just like someone because of how they look is silly. I didnt know you're naturally dark blonde. Im naturally blonde, so I have my blonde moments So Im naturally blonde hair, blue eyes. The perfect match really, just a shame the blonde didnt look right on me lol.

Ahh well theres no hurry. Some people take years to find a job they really like. All part of the experience. And besides, how do you know whats right for you unless you try it.. All depends on when you want to achieve your goals. I'd like a family at some point, but I want my career sorted first. That way I dont have to balance starting a career and a family at the same time. But hey, who knows whats going to happen. I could fall pregnant next week and that whole plan goes down the drain. Just have to wait and see what happens xxx